Hi
Sorry friends, i came to this blog bcoz i wanted to share few my feelings to this unknown world. But i was afraid to share all those to u all.
i was not like this, i used to be very takative, expressive, and funloving firl. but one incident just one incident has changed me. i have stopped beleiving and trusting people. I know ABHI BHI DUNIYA ACHHE LOG HAI. PAR what to do. I am not worried for that gone relationship, but that changed my DUNIYA MERI SOCH. That event changed my everything. Why i m saying all these in blogs bcoz i know i cann't cry KYOON KI YE DUNIYA HAR ANSUON KA JAWAB MANGEGA, which i cannot give.
Samay ke sath rishte badalne lage the, aur shayad me bhi, dosti pyar ke rah me chalne lagi thi. It lasted for almost 3 years.We had no fight, no arguments still things went wrong.
One call he expressed his feelings i just said YES. Again one call he said NO, he cann't carry this relationship any more. I was speechless. On that day i thought i will not say anything, i will not cry, nothing and my relationship ended.
Sach Puchho to me rishton ke piche bhag sakti thi par inshan ke piche nahi. Manie ush ko har ush mod pe dekha tha. jab ush ko esh rishte se pyar tha, aur tab jab ush ko esh inshan se pyar nahi tha.
Shayad log rishte se nahi enshan se pyar karte hain, aur fark yehin pe tha, maine rishte se pyar kia tha, ushne ush enshan se, aur ush ko ush RISHTE tak ka safar karna baki tha.
Sorry, i should make people happy rather sad. But i find people in blog are sympathetic and i can share my pain.