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Wednesday 1 October, 2008
 22:49 | 16/Jun/2008 |  2 Comment(s)
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BADAL TE RISHTE

BADAL TE RISHTE

Mujhe shayad aheshas bhi nahi hua tha ki woh kab mere zindegi me aa gaya. Par jab woh mere se dur ja raha tha muje ush ka aheshas tha. Behavioural science ka student tha esh liye shayad ush ko ye bhi pata tha ki me esh shadme se kin kin phase se gujrungi. shayad ush ko mere dard ki gehrai ka pata nahi tha. Mere liye jo pyar tha, woh ush ke liye galtiyan. Maine shayd rishte se pyar kia tha, aur ush ne shayad ek enshan se. Ush ko to ek pura rashta taye karna tha, pyar tak pahunch ne ka, aur maine to apni safar wohin se shuru ki thi.

Bbar bar dil ko samjha ti hun ki nahi duniya me abhi bhi achhe log hai, aur duniya un hi achhe logon ki wajah se sundar bhi hai. Ush ko me bhul ne ki koshis bhi kar rahi thi aur sath sath ush ke ane ka entezar.

Ush ne ye rishta tab toda tha jab me soch rahi thi shayad ye rishta stable ho gaya hai. Aaj bhi samajh me nahi ata piche rahe woh kuch batein kya jhoot the? aur mujhe pata hi nahi chala. Etne shal tak woh mere sath hone ka natak karta raha aur me ush ko sach man rahi thi. Aan ginat niyam the ush ke pyar me, niyomo ke sath jindegi ji sath sakti shayd pyar nahi. Thak chuki thi me apne aap se bat kar ke, aab to dar me lagi thi apne aap se. Jindesi ke esh mod pe aa ne aap ko etna kamjor pake khud pe ro rahi thi me.

 

Aaj ke liye bas etna hi....

 

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